Sunday, April 25, 2010

My Three Most Memorable Experiences while Undertaking Domestic Flight within the Country

The following is the transcript of one of my latest submission as contributed towards discussion being made on the Topic ‘why AIRINDIA is going through a bad phase?’ which is put to debate by ‘PeerPower ET Editorial’ (, an on-line Publication by ‘The Economic Times’ Group which is done with the sole aim to draw or to invite entire arena of intellectuals to join hands together to fight the various difficulties being faced by the Country at present standing ourselves in a single platform to suggest ways and means to bring-in a favorable result with least or minimum of resistances. The write-up by itself is self explanatory nonetheless a little of editing is done to make the meaning clearer.


Further to my earlier write-up, I am reproducing hereunder three of my unique experiences, which I had faced with while travelling by Air. While the first 2 were with erstwhile Indian Airlines and the 3rd one was with Jet Airways.

Prior to leaving for Canada for doing a PhD Course in ‘Rock Mechanics’, I got a offer from the Lady Principal of Kedriya Vidhyalaya, Bangalore to keep my 2 little daughters with her until they get a year older to get admission to Girls Hostel attached to the school being remaining as Bachelor to allow me to pursue my Course. Accordingly I took an ‘Air Bus Flight’ of Indian Airlines from Guwahati to Kolkata together with my entire family in the evening time during early 1989.That time Kolkata was experiencing very heavy down power with frequent cloud Bursts with the low pressure zone remaining stationery over Howrah Airport. Being the Plane was heavy, the Pilot made 4 unsuccessful attempts to land the Aircraft safely at Howrah Airport but each time, it dropped into the run away from an unacceptable height to make the Plane imbalance enough to do a smooth landing without a risk of skipping off from the run-away and accordingly without attempting the fifth one, he took the Plane back to Guwahati taking a spot decision by the Cabin Crew and waited there well past mid night before it took off for Kolkata and landed at Howrah Airport safely. But as the Principal was transferred elsewhere before time just after one month of joining, I had aborted the desire of doing the said course unable to admit both of our daughters elsewhere paying high cost.

The next one happened during early nineties when I was posted at Jodhpur. The Airlines was Alliance Airlines, a subsidiary of Indian Airlines. The Aircrafts managed by it were very old but were continuing with extra maintenance infused into it and hence were operated at the evening time only to avoid encountering of high temperature as well as unpredictable air currents at the desert area to the minimum possible. In one of the flights I was travelling alone from Jodhpur to Delhi. While Jodhpur has big airport to handle all Aircrafts, the Jaipur is a small Airport, very much like Udaipur. As we were approaching Airport for landing with usual or normal speed, the Aircraft suddenly lost its height during the approach just before entering the boundary of the Airport. As soon as it almost touched the boundary wall, the alert Pilot just pick up the Aircraft into the air once again; miraculously avoiding a collision with the boundary wall and circled over the Airport for about 15 minute’s time either to make himself or herself normal from the shock or to allow the air pocket to disappear from the same stationary position. When it happened almost similar in the 2nd attempt too, he did a very rough landing bypassing the area with a high speed. Had the Aircraft in Auto Pilot mode, it would have been a fatal accident like the one we had experienced with A320 at Hyderabad. Following the incident all Alliance Flights to and from Jaipur and Udaipur were done with full Engine Throttle but yet the unfortunate Accident at Udaipur happened during take-off when both the Engines always run at full Throttle only being the Air Pocket underneath was so strong that it pulled the Aircraft into it, forcing it to lose its entire height gained most suddenly.

In the 3rd incident had happened at Jodhpur Airport during the year 2004. It was a Jet Airways indirect Flight from Jodhpur to Bangalore. When I was forced to return to Jodhpur after a day of staying at Duliajan, Assam after joining my duty there in a new position for collecting the left-over Migration Certificate from the Kendriya Vidhyalaya, AF-1 to present it in the palatinate day to College Authorities for confirming our son’s admission into the College, the bad weather forced the Jet Airways Flight from Mumbai to Jodhpur to delay indefinitely where I had a booking. After waiting for a few hours all passengers broke-off from the Airport cancelling their respective journeys except me as my presence in the next day was a necessity of highest value not to forego the admission of our son into the College same year. After much delay, the Flight came to Jodhpur empty and returned to Mumbai with me alone with intense air turbulences faced during the entire journey and on landing the Staff ensured my boarding in the waiting Flight from Mumbai to Bangalore of them with all ground facilities completed in the transporting vehicle itself which was used for transporting passengers in between the Aircrafts within the Airport. Accordingly I returned to Bangalore in time.

In all the three incidences, it were very much local as well as instant decisions on the part of Administration either within the Airport or within the Aircraft to act as such to carry an utmost care to the Passengers to secure a value to itself duly nullifying the factor of Profit by the respective Airlines. Had we remained so, AIRINDIA or Indian Airlines would have never faced a loss. This how Business expend itself to gain more and more heights irrespective of whether or not an Airline is facing a loss for whatever reason for a particular period of time which is always temporary phase if such steps are ensured. Once we learn the Technique, there is no stopping anywhere but seeing of growth only everywhere.


Tuesday, April 13, 2010

How We Can Build a Strong Foresight by Clubbing both Aspects of the Brain Together?

The following is the transcript of the my latest submission and was contributed to the discussion being made on the Topic ‘Fiscal correction will help cool prices’ which is put to debate by ‘PeerPower ET Editorial’ (, an on-line Publication by ‘The Economic Times’ Group which is done with the sole aim to draw or to invite entire arena of intellectuals to join hands together to fight the various difficulties being faced by the Country at present standing ourselves in a single platform for rightful tackling of various issues to bring-in a favorable result with least or minimum of resistances. The write-up by itself is self explanatory nonetheless a little of editing is done to make the meaning clearer.

Nothing in the Universe exist without an opposite available either to draw equilibrium or to offer a companion to each and every entity within the Universe as well as outside the Universe infinitely, all of which are just floating in the Space except the sole single Source of Energy we often call Him as God. He has no opposite but complete and fulfilled by Him only. The cause of His creation is a ‘Complete Mystery’ which none knows unless and until one merge on to Him and of course open to the rare of rarest devotee. He is most benevolent to those who are clear in their hearts to undo one’s all actions from producing a reverse action but tough of the toughest to ones who carry a dirty heart and mind. As and when we unable to arise the opposite either inside or outside to make an approach of one perfect for killing of a bad issue from spreading within us but bringing the same onto one’s behalf by forcing it to undertake reverse path to behave correctly not to disturb the entire by the said undesirable action or actions. As and when one unable to deliver the best which is one’s hand while holding of a particular position within a system, the opposite shall automatically take over the system; no matter how much resistances are put forward as obstacles to prevent happening so. Accordingly in order to fight all our ills with exactness, we must arise both aspect of the Brain to receive a most fruitful result out of our all actions. This qualification must be behold by all our future Leaders irrespective of what a particular position behold by a learned personality either as a Business or a Political Leader.

While we acquire knowledge from books to infuse Logic and analytical capacity of seeing of a happening of an event through use of the left Brain either to expand ourselves further or to bring-in all such happenings into our favor to give Civilization a different name over time; the right Brain acquire or absorb knowledge automatically directly from the Nature to consider the entire as none but one by virtue of our same or similar holding of the same Brain by all without a difference but with a variance in refinement of it on each entity. It is often a carryover from our previous births.

Hence the development of right left Brain can never be acquired from knowledge gathered from learning Books through following a schedule in the Class rooms of a particular Institution but practicing it to transform the knowledge into reality by combining it duly with Love to get a fine mixer of it to see all happening of events within us most correctly to bring it, into our favor by setting up an appropriate Strategy. Therefore a rare can only develop the right Brain depending upon how he or she behaves the others placing him or her in that position first to absorb the pain of arrest due to whatever reason, the bad cause is happening. Therefore it is important that we chose such Brains to be part of us as and when we undertake such action or actions to face any critical or greater or complex tasks standing as rock hard in front of us even though we often prefer to ignore such personalities as valueless or to give a respect within the Society.

In order to summarize how we can develop our right Brain together, the following three factors are most important to know of:

1. A perfect Religion is a Science of Science where faith plays a very little part except in the initial Stage of learning.
2. The Entire Universe is a Replica of an Atom just governing by a Single Energy or force to act on that way through adaptation of a perfect Order to enable us to expand ourselves beyond this Universe where we are staying.
3. The World is just a resting place for entire of us in the Space and hence we are all interconnected as far as greater force is concerned. Therefore we all are brothers and sisters’ irrespective of whether the Object is living or non living.

As and when we understand and absorb it, the ultimate Knowledge shall automatically take shape in one’s Brain to grow further with time.



Saturday, April 10, 2010

My falling of intense LOVE with two Animals and a mammal

During my late School days, when my father received a request from a faraway place as far as walking of distance by oneself at ease is concern to buy a Holy Cow which was about 15KM from our residence, both of us discussed the matter same day afternoon; following his return from office and we instantly decided to buy the Cow notwithstanding the age or health of the Cow. Once we took the decision, he took out his By-cycle to carry me together with him doubling the Cycle, to report to the seller in the late evening time. Unmindful of how much was paid by my father for buying the Cow; I remained standstill in seeing her to develop an instant attraction towards her while I was exchanging a glance which forced me to give a sweet kiss onto her forehead. The color of the Cow was Black but her tail was very long unlike others similar; almost touching the ground.

Following taking custody of the Cow, we started our return journey to home with the rope tied from around her neck in my hand to walk gently back. My father was also walking with me holding the By-Cycle by his hand to push it forward together manually partly due to not leaving me alone and partly due to my ignorance about the entire road map for leading me to come back home safely. On mid-way as we found that the cow was following us with due obedience, I untied the rope and allowed the cow to follow us together more as a companion than as a new owner; exactly meeting the speed of walking we undertook together. When I recognized the road to return home at around mid-night as well as mid way to home, I requested my father to break-off from giving me a company, not to get tired while undertaking the long walk for attending the office next day comfortably. As I said so from my heart, he most hesitantly left me to return home quickest but unable to sleep but kept waiting for me to return home together with my mother.

I was in-fact enjoyed the entire walk, as she was following me all the time without giving me slightest pain whatsoever and accordingly we reached home at very early morning next day much prior to Sun rise to find my Parents waiting for me. Following offering her a welcome gesture by us, she was taken to the Cow Shed to take rest. The next day morning, when we found that she was not mixing up with other Cows of ours but waited for me to issue her a command of what to do next; we were at wit’s end what to do to salvage the situation on our behalf. Further, she was also pregnant at that time. Therefore we had no option other than to take her elsewhere to a nearby area where grasses were readily available or was plenty but it was securely fenced by the owner to prevent harming of other objects mostly flowers and hence I had to take extra permission from him against taking of the entire risk of doing of no harm by her other than to do grazing only without disturbing other valuables within the orchard; to meet her hunger at ease. Knowing well of my giving of an undertaking, she followed it most faithfully not to receive deny of entry any time later. In the evening time, I must always approach her to request her to return home which she preferred to do it with an extra force applied into her body to clear everything in front of her to reach home soonest. Therefore I ensured that all Gates were open first before the request was expressed to her.

When it was about 6 month left for me to complete my Higher Secondary School Education, she gave birth to a beautiful calf. As both grew-up together enjoying themselves, she was not allowing the calf to take milk as and when I make a request to do so if my father by any chance return home late from office to do some milking first without drying it out but just enough to meet for our minimum consumption at home leaving the most for the calf to meet its thirst. With such a unique character built-in in her heart and mind, she instantly developed an intense relationship with the entire members of the family, more especially with me.

Following passing out from the School, when I joined my Engineering College, she suddenly fell ill to the extent that the Veterinary Doctor attending her concluded that she shall no longer survive and opinioned that it was a matter of hours only before she take her last breath. As she was very much attached to me than anyone else, my father decided to inform me about it. No sooner, I received the message; I rushed to home to find her in a most critical condition. As I passed over my hand onto her with Love and togetherness attached, she suddenly stood up on her four very weak feet somehow; gathering strength from the Love we had between each other and later found that she was moving around after sometime. On the 3rd day, we found that she became almost normal to allow ourselves to take a sigh of relief to see her getting well. But on the 4th day just prior to Sunrise she tore-off her tie to die in front of the door where I was sleeping. Possibly she knew that I cannot stay for long to give her a company and hence it was a short showing of getting well to please me. The separation was so painful that the entire members of the family cried aloud as if our most dearest one, had passed away and it forced ourselves to resort to three days of fasting; unable to bear the abrupt separation which I never observed ever; even if any member of the family left us for heavenly abode. After duly completing my all follow-up duties, I left for College with a heavy heart. Since it came vivid to my eye just recently; I penned it down to elaborate my said unbreakable relationship with an Animal.

The next incident was almost similar to display how Love conquers everything within us. It was during early part of the year 1989, when I was returning to Duliajan, Assam with the entire members of the family together to join duty from Bongaigoan, Assam after visiting my elder Brother following taking delivery of first new Car (Fiat) availing Company’s loan; I decided to pay a visit to Bhutan to buy a Dog of our choice from the local Market being the Market was renowned for putting only Dogs for sale of much different varieties. No sooner I paid a visit; I found none of our choice and decided to return empty handed when I suddenly found that a yearlong aged Dog with chain around the neck jumped through my half opened Car Door to grab me around the neck very tightly not allowing me to stretch my legs and hands to make it free. He tore off the heavy chain from a nearby house to meet me. Immediately following the incident, entire Bhutanese Public surrounded us to warned us that the Dog is either very ferocious or mad not to allow any to go near he and hence all decided to kill the Dog next day. Not believing what they were telling to me, I decided to pay the cost for the Dog to the rightful owner which the entire refused to take as they considered the Dog as non-existent to them. With much of difficulty, being the Dog embracing me very hard and not agreeing to compromise to sit anywhere else to make me free to drive the Car at ease other than sitting in my lap, we continued with our journey to Duliajan with much of difficulty which was overtaken by Love expressed by the Dog.

Not accustomed to take such long journey by him, he starting vomiting in my body after we covered about 75 KM when of course, he released the firm grip of embracing me to sit in the Car floor after allowing me to change my dress on the Road to complete the rest of the journey to Duliajan. Although many of the relatives lived on the way while we were returning home, we skipped all to take him straight to home.

We gave a new name to the Dog to call him as Jakee; nonetheless it sometimes lost its control to remain angry allowing none to approach him but yet developed a most fine relationship with the entire of us following each and every gesture we issued to him to follow these in tot-to. Everybody within the family knew as and when I returning home from office or field through his loud barking to welcome me even if I was often about 25 KM from home. As and when he escapes the boundary of the house, he always walked most majestically in the road to challenge all that often comes across against his desire of walking around free. When I often go out to locate him if gets delayed in returning home, it instantly smell my intention of trying to bring him back; he kept himself hiding inside bushes as I approach nearer to him which often force me leave the place and to allow him to continue doing its job unless and until his desire becomes fulfilled. As soon as I leave the area, it shall gently come out to start challenging all once again harming none through loud barking to keep away everyone from his path of walking but always invariable return home with some variation in time. Again when I go out leaving my three children alone at home requesting Jakee to guard them, none was allowed to go out of the front door or even to the lawn within the boundary wall to play in the garden. He was so strict that none could able to play a trick on him to get an escape somehow. One-thing I however unable to understand why he was always resort to fasting on every full moon and moonless day as well as 11th day of each Hindu month which I never ever followed anytime but many do so as a custom to express one’s dedication to God. In-spite of various requests to him not to follow it being felt unnecessary; he never obliged.

Once I was transferred to our Rajasthan Project at Jodhpur, he was also prepared well to accompany us but Indian Airlines refused to allow him accompanying us including that of giving of a place in the baggage area of the Aircraft being he was within a cage, unless we buy a separate full Ticket for him. Being all the time under scarcity of fund, we had to abundant the idea of taking him together with us but handed over him to the Administrative Officer (Passage) to keep him temporarily. On conveying the same to him that it was just a temporary arrangement, he started weeping but on my making of a promise to him to take him later to us, he became somewhat manageable. After a week from the incident, the concern Administrative Officer rang me tell that he stopped taking food altogether and requested me to ask someone within the State of Assam to take him. Accordingly obeying the suggestion passed onto or over to me, he was taken to elsewhere but yet continued fasting against the back ground of my inability to arrange any fund to act otherwise. With no option available, we sent a cloth from our home not to get that much hurt which was purely happening out of the forceful circumstances for forcing me to act otherwise. On receiving the cloth so sent, he started sleeping nowhere other than the piece of cloth we sent with utmost Love to him attached. Following the incident and after a few days he expired embracing the death forcefully. That was the degree of affluence of mine during my entire service Career.

[As and when one’s heart is full of Love towards the others like the one behold by both the Cow and the Dog, such entities instantly became above law to set laws to others on every step they undertake either consciously or unconsciously. Therefore without an Object available, the law has no value whatsoever to govern an entity being issued just to maintain an existing order either correctly or incorrectly. Hence it is necessary that same order keep changing with time to befit the drawing of meaning and in tune with the knowledge we acquire over time. What is felt correct today might become opposite tomorrow. This is what a law is.

As the Almighty is defined by Love only, none can approach Him with an ill will taking root in one’s heart to convert it from the abode of the Lord into just a Machine to do the function of circulation of Blood within the Body. Therefore any or all action(s) to cleanse oneself of wrong doing for whatever reason can be washed off either through one’s repentance or by admitting one’s mistake or not repeating it to stop the cause from spreading amongst us which must be simultaneously force to retract through one’s reverse action to neutralize it as no thought or action of one go waste without producing an appropriate action either good or bad. Hence all rituals’ are just gestures or expression and not a carrier of Love being none can offer nothing to Him being everything is nothing but He only except the Love we exchange between each other]

The 3rd incident was however different. One day while I was at School, I was walking alone in a lonely road to hear a sound of hissing behind me to see a big Snake coming together with me exactly in the same speed I was coming. If I stop, it becomes motionless and as and when I started walking with various speed it also did so without attacking me. It was beyond my understanding why it did that without attacking or harming me. As and when I became nearer to our home, I started running for my safety but it also ran that fast not to leave me. When I reached home, it too entered the house when I jumped-up catching a hanging object above inside the house to clear the ground at the bottom of my feet free for it to come inside at ease. Once inside the house, it became disappeared under the bed where I often sleep being none within the house able to find it anywhere on a thorough search. It remained as a puzzle to me till date the reason of the Snake doing so; whether done out of Love or followed just to interact with me like others did without an appropriate voice available for exchanging the said Love from the heart of each other on the strength of our interconnection with each other either living or non living.

All the three incidences were arose out of intense exchanging o Love between each other, although I am a most ordinary servant of one God; whom others pray differently with different names assigned and hence such arrangements of one to express Love towards Him must bring-in closeness to us rather than making the gap between each other wider to think ourselves as one different from the other which is nothing but ignorance only on our part.



Sunday, April 4, 2010

A Bank That Embraced Me Hard and Tight Not to Get Hurt- THE ICICI BANK

I have no affection or Love towards holding or earning Money which is not due to me being unearned through use of appropriate labor and yet it came to me at most ease until I got employed when I saw nothing but scarcity everywhere to manage our 2 times meal to live-on; nonetheless it is a very much uncommon and a reverse happening to mean that instead of earning something, out of my employment; it took away everything from me including that of my human identity in return to my huge contribution made to the Organization with total dedication to duty by performing all assigned works most faithfully.

My first attachment to Bank happened on insistence of my parents to allow or grant me a freedom to use it when I was a little as 9 years old to keep my scholarship fund with it to withdraw it in installments as and when situation demands. The name of the Bank was ‘Tripura Bank’ where my Grand Father used to keep the entire liquid Cash with it which were mostly collected as sale proceed from 3 big vendor Shops established within the area to sell items of demands but lost the entire amounts when the Bank gone Bankrupt. It happened much later when I was no longer a Customer of the Bank. During my College education it was ditto of the same of keeping the scholarship fund in the Bank instead of the Post Office to complete my entire education free from burdening my parents anyway whatsoever.

Accordingly at no point of time I ever availed or taken or demanded or used any Money from my parents during my entire Educational Career but yet took their entire pain onto me with feeling of much of enjoyments to solve all their problems through use of various means away from normal. Accordingly they loved me so much that in the Dining Table, my chair was always next to that my father where none ever venture to sit even if I was not in the home being not allowed to do so by any. Even my brothers when requiring taking of a permission to do something irregular; they always approached me first to take the permission from our parents on their behalf. So also my sleeping place next to my Most Beloved Mother was always remained vacant as and when I was unavailable at home which not even my sisters could occupy. That was my intensity of love towards my parents.

Following my employment after graduating in Mechanical Engineering; my most of love shifted towards my work to see nothing but delivering only output from works ignoring whether or not I was paid being more often than not I had passed over my salary to the needy others and hence nothing much was deposited in the Bank to live ourselves on all the time on scarcity but yet lived most happy deriving enjoyment and strength from what I was delivering to others. During the period I was so engrossed in assigned work that I had even ignored the well being of my children to such an extent that they were never allowed to play with their Classmates being considered coming from an untouchable family as appeared conclusive from their dresses they were wearing that time. This information was kept secret from me but within to themselves until last month, not to get me hurt but yet tear automatically came from both of eyes to see their love towards me. Accordingly we mostly managed ourselves from the additional standard facilities extended to the employees of the Company monthly as cash advance towards perks to buy our monthly requirements from Ration Stores incurring minimum of the minimum cost which was normally paid directly to employees concerned without routing through Banks that time [Nonetheless these funds were expected to be disbursed to respective earners but all preferred to ignore it noticing my financial condition much worse than them].Therefore, my investing of funds on any instruments for future use while facing difficulties was next to nil to leave me high and dry when I left the Company out of most forceful circumstances being considered retaining of one’s self respect is most valuable function or responsibility than amassing of any wealth on the part of one as one beholds from childhood.

Hence the decision of the Company to withhold my hard earned Salary reasonless and without information was inhuman and settlement of the same now is meaningless in terms of difference of value borne by it that time and now as a Rupee is devalued by more than 1000 times during the period. Moreover it belongs more to those unprivileged ones who surrendered their dues to me to live ourselves than to me or may be claimed by the one who passed this harass order from within the Company to derive more pleasure out of the action undertook with enough of thought applied.

It is therefore without an iota of doubt that the fund so withhold willfully by stopping my hard earned salary from me; belong to the Authority with much of demand who challenged my living alive or for their inability to make the kill of an well prepared Object, even though everything was withdrawn from me most forcefully, including that of our daily meals through initiation of the second Departmental Enquiry against me with strict stricture issued to allow none to represent me to prove how I remained alive without amassing wealth from unknown sources although I had no connection or dealing with any 3rd parties by virtue of the Power of the Chair I hold during the period of my employment and hence sacked me from the services from the Company with charges unproved. Also the ones either living or non living, who prefer to remain silent but enjoyed seeing the unjust action of the Company unleashed on an innocent reasonless from all over the Globe, are guiltier for remaining silent or seeing the cruelest action keep happening in front of them. Therefore the entire within the Universe including that of the Planets as well as Stars witnessing the action is guilty of seeing the horrifying injustices happening to an innocent in the front of their eyes and hence bound to face its own consequences.

Only Company can be that cruel to derives pleasures in denying monthly salary to one reasonless which was earned putting hard of the hardest labor by one for forcing one to die hungry but cannot kill the desire of ordinary other employees doing most ordinary work to undo such actions by offering their collective labor of around Rupees 15,000.00 per month for ‘well being’ of one of their colleague; which was termed otherwise by the Company to come to a wrong conclusion that that such use of sums given for disbursements are meaningless in the eye of the Company and hence I was guilty of serious misconduct to require a sacking from the Company even though no evidence of my wrong doing anywhere was available other my remaining alive which was considered telltale sign of establishing me as a most corrupt officer in the Company. This is a conclusion of an ignorant one only who can see nothing more or extra other than a dotted line in the front to know that other options are available as well, to the human beings for our living which is govern by sharing of pain between each other at the time of great difficulties like the one inflicted upon me.

Therefore, when I had decided to leave the Company to uphold the value of the humanity; I became an actual Customer of a Bank most popularly known as ICICI Bank at their Jodhpur Branch with minimum sum deposited being not much fund available with me to act otherwise which was too basically done to keep the sell proceeds from whatever I could get from selling off our personal effects before moving out to Bangalore to hide myself. However later, I had added some amounts to it; of sell proceeds from the 2 Bed Room Residential Flat I owned at Delhi but sold-off on demand of the Company to refund the loan availed to buy it being it considered fouling with Company’s laid down rule which was followed by 2 other deposits, one, that of selling a Plot at the Capital of Assam I bought most painfully during 1980’s and the next was from selling of very costly Plot at Jodhpur, Rajasthan at 1/3rd the price situated at a very special locality of high demand; by not selling it to any buyer but to surrender it to a Property Dealer which I got as a gift from a noble one whose educational cost was borne by me to make him a Post Graduate nonetheless worked as a helper in our Residence for over 5 years. We never ever considered him as a servant. The registration paper of the same, showing my name as owner was miraculously located at Bangalore within the junk papers, just through the stoke of a luck being done without my knowledge and in my absence which was duly indicated in the registration paper but circumstances forced me to sell it off at once to bear the cost of our daily requirements.

This was further strengthen by deposit of my hard earned PF; released much delayed when it lost its entire shine to the extent of feeling of guilty in using it nonetheless put to definite use to survive till date undertaking lot of pain in the heart. Being all such funds exhausted now, I am just looking for getting the sale proceed from selling my Plot at NCR Delhi owned by Govt. of UP but bought some 2 decades ago which is yet to be registered in my name even though all development works completed as well as on the expectation that Company shall kind enough to release my Gratuity soon from where I had resigned or sacked just by taking recourse to or taking guidance from the pronouncement of the verdict by the Most Esteemed Supreme Court of INDIA recently on the Subject on a similar case; to see me living my entire life.

As even my various web Sites failed to earn a penny; my best Site is yesterday gifted to NCLS.ORG.AU for their research purpose in-spite of incurring a huge cost towards Advertizing. Further, with my age as well as desire not permitting me to engage anywhere, my only hope of living further is the fulfillment of the aforesaid 2 expectations. It is however yet a puzzle to me why the Company preferred to ignore all my written Application sent on each alternate week seeking transfer of me to the field Head Quarter, Assam once the Drilling Operation at Rajasthan (RP) was over; just on the strength of a hearsay communication informed to the Company by an interested one whose integrity to the Company was considered much above the value of the Company which is behold by it; being presumed expressed by me on a casual discussion over phone. This most harass action of the Company had stopped my intense desire to take effect of remaining nearer to my Parents at their dying times In order to prove my sincerity of approach, I no doubt fulfilled my said desire of joining my duty at Duliajan, Assam even for a day leaving no cause for remorse on the part of me to remain disturbed throughout the rest of my life

Both are however yet to see the light of the day to leave me with no option other than selling off my present Residence and move to a single Bed Room House often offered to poverty ridden people living within us although our desire is outright and correct to uphold the value of the entire humanity.

This is the exact time when the ICICI Bank extended me help to avail loan against my Credit Card although it is a custom of all others engaging in similar lines to run off from the scène, to allow us to die of hunger. Even though I am a non entity if evaluated through all or any measuring of standard, the Bank never left me alone to offer the status of a Senior Citizen if by any chance I pay visits to their Branches anywhere to earn a different name for themselves in my mind and heart either to build an unbreakable relationship or for their deriving of an extra-ordinary meaning and name in doing of a Business which only a few know of or behold from all across the Globe. Accordingly ICICI Bank is that special one to me. They definitely filled up the entire gap I felt absent in the Society; I am living-in to see ourselves living still alive with lot many debts in the head.

It is somehow beyond my understanding, why they often offer an invitation to me whenever they conducts any internal meetings within the City; even desiring to share it with me at our residence even though unavailable for discussions being bed ridden for about a year following the sever rapture of my Ulcer when none escapes a death. Accordingly my best wishes shall always remain with them for their showing of such behavior to all their Customers without drawing of a differentiation between each other for whatever reason. Let good prevail over others.